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Friday, June 5, 2009

The Hospital: Part 3

I'm home now and I'm getting better every day. Every day is marked with another small achievement.

My little boy comes home tomorrow, and damn if I'm not going to smother him with all the kisses and cuddles I have stored up.

I have such an ache in my bones from missing him. From missing his warm milky breath in the mornings, those tiny chubby hands reaching around my neck for a cuddle, his constant chatter describing his world. I can't wait to hear him telling me 'very much', our secret code for 'I love you very much'.

They tell me we can try to have another baby in 6 weeks or so. That's all, six weeks. I'm pretty sure we're not going to do that. There is still healing to be done, many steps to take.

But first we need to find a way, a private way, to say goodbye to our christmas baby.


sas said...

Dearest Megan - I am so sorry for your loss. I am sending you hugs and tea and whatever you need from across the planet.
Take care of each other.

tash* said...

oh my goodness. Sending absolutely all my love and thoughts to you and Jules and Remy - i can't even begin to imagine how hard it must be for you all right now.

Nikki said...

Holy shit Megan. I'm so sorry about your Christmas baby. Mucho love and hugs and everything for that my sweet.

But fuck I'm glad you are still here!!!


Louise said...

Oh Megan, that is just so, so sad. I can't imagine what you have been going through and don't really know what to say, except that I am sending good thoughts your way. xxx

Heart Felt said...

Megan, I'm so sorry - I can't even begin to imagine what you have been through and what you are going through now. Take care......xx

Megan said...

Look Lady, you really must stop making me cry at my computer, please. :)

From Welly, sending you all the hugs and tea sas left behind, and all the love and peace I can find.

(And cupcakes, always cupcakes.)

(And red lipstick, because it always makes me feel better.)

speckled egg said...

I'm sitting here crying and I've never even met you. I'm so sorry for your loss. Take care.

fortheloveofthrift said...

I'm really sorry to hear about your loss. I'm sending you some massive good thoughts xx

Mademoiselle Frou-Frou said...

oh i'm so sorry to hear your news. i hope you and your family are coping as best you can.