A place where lazy bloggers can come and feel better about themselves. The rest of you are welcome too.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

It's been 2 months since the ripping-a-bandaid-off-at-high-speed ending of my relationship.

Does it hurt in the split second after the bandaid is removed? Because it bloody well hurts in the moments after.

I've been on auto-pilot until today. Just getting on with getting on and thinking of the million ways I could see the silver lining. And then I revisited this post on the blog of the darling, inimitable Sas. And, for only the second time since he left, I cried that cry; the one that leaves my stomach hurting, my face red and swollen, the one that gets the toxic ick out.

But this is good, right? It's good to grieve, to lament the loss of dreams and a whole world. Right?

6 comments:

Vanya-Endless Inspiration said...

better to grieve, than lock up the hurt that will only come back to bite you when you lest expect it.

Look forward to seeing you and Remy tomorrow, lets hope the weather is as good as today!

Kathleen said...

Lots of love to you my friend. A treasure is off in the post to you tomorrow :) xxx

Boganette said...

I'm so sorry you're going through this. There will be a light. Kia Kaha - you have many people thinking of you, sending their love and wishing you well on this painful journey.

Juli Ryan said...

Wow, I just found Sas today, through another blogger. Small world.

http://hyesung000.blogspot.com/ said...

90 days free to try and study!
120us to start an enterprise! Grow up automation system
You could be making $2,000 to $5,000 of extra income every month!

http://sn.im/vemma_usa

M. Daniyal Iqbal said...

Watch Online Live Dragon Ball Z Remastered 9 Season 291 Episode Saga